Don't over confuse yourself in trying to FIGURE out what God has already spoken. Stop trying to conjure up a manifestation and JUST OBEY GOD!
Your reward is in your OBEDIENCE.
Not what you THINK you're "sacrificing" for the sake of the call etc...
Here's 1 Samuel 15:22 via THE MESSAGE - READ THE WHOLE CHAPTER
Then Samuel said, Do you think all God wants are sacrifices— empty rituals just for show? He wants you to listen to him! Plain listening is the thing, not staging a lavish religious production. Not doing what God tells you is far worse than fooling around in the occult. Getting self-important around God is far worse than making deals with your dead ancestors. Because you said No to God’s command, he says No to your kingship.
Apostle Dwann Holmes